I wanted to find a few quotes to go along with this post- not that I know where I was going with it at all. And the opening lines to this song came up as a quote on Pinterest.
“How can I go forward when I don’t know which way I’m facing
How can I go forward when I don’t know which way to turn
How can I go forward into something I’m not sure of
Oh no, oh no”
-John Lennon, How
I had forgotten about this song. Somehow all of my John Lennon songs did not make it on to my phone when I switched over to my new phone. I haven’t been around the blogging world much. Honestly I haven’t been around much of any world other than caring for my loved one and when I’m not there, I’m taking care of the little guys and squeezing in a few other obligations. I’m surprised Target hasn’t called to see where if I’ve gone missing, since I can count on one hand the number of times that I’ve been there in the past six weeks.
As I listened to this song I felt a connection. My days have taken on a sort of unfamiliar yet becoming more familiar each day pattern. Most days I don’t know where I’m going or how I’m feeling and yet I end up where I need to be. It’s a very strange sense of feeling lost but knowing where I am.
And honestly, maybe it has nothing to do with feeling lost and everything to do with the word I accidentally typed as the prompt- sad.