Do you believe in fate or do you believe you can control your own destiny?
So, whenever I see or hear the words “Que Sera Sera! I hear Doris Day singing and I can picture her twirting with the full skirt of her dress fanning out around her. I love Doris Day and old movies and old songs. I grew up on all of them, thanks to my dad. But that’s not what this writing prompt is about, is it?
I am a firm believer in fate. There, that was easy- I’m done and I can move on to my next appointment, which takes place in 23 minutes. I have a busy day ahead of me and I’m a bit worried about falling behind on my Blogging 101 assignments. Okay, back to the topic. Fate.
I also believe we are free to make our own choices and control our destiny- it’s just that we end up where we were going to end up. Everything happens for a reason, right? I look at the chain of events that took place in my life that led me to this day. I can clearly see the connection of each choice I made, why I made it and how I got here. But this is where I’m supposed to be.
Everything does happen for a reason. I have told my kids this for years. If you feel like you’re stuck on the same track and the same “issue” keeps appearing in your life over and over, there’s probably a life lesson in there somewhere that you are supposed to have learned. If you keep making the same mistake, whatever it is, take a step back and look at it. It’s going to keep popping up until you deal with it.
Along the fate line, I believe you get the kids you need. Whatever their foibles are, that’s what you need to work on. If they have some of your annoying traits, maybe you just need to accept that annoying part of yourself and move on. Or maybe you need to look at it in a different light, put a positive spin on it. A very close friend told me that I’m a bit of a pain in the ass. (Don’t you love friends???) I said, “You mean in a good way, right?” He stared at me pointedly in silence, his stern look softened by the twinkle in his eyes. I tried again, “Maybe I am but the good in me sort of balances out that pain in the ass stuff, right?” Now the corner of his mouth was twitching and he turned away, tossing over his shoulder, “If that’s what you need to think….” hiding the full out grin on his face. I punched him in the back. Softly- I’m not a hard ass. Just a pain in the ass. Well, this friend’s route into my life was pretty direct but it took awhile before we became friends. I know our friendship is fate working at its finest. The friendship blossomed out of a casual friendly relationship at a very difficult time in my life. This friend not only serves to give me reality checks when I need them but also as a reminder to laugh at myself and not take everything so seriously.
Fate. Yes. I’m where I’m supposed to be. It might not be a fun place at times. But choices I made got me here and it’s the right place.